Finding My Way Back to Spirit 🕊️

From the time I was a little girl, the unseen felt close to me. Spirit would appear, sometimes gently, sometimes with a presence I couldn’t ignore. But as a child, it frightened me. Nights felt long and heavy because I never knew what I might sense or see. I remember wishing I could be like everyone else, free from the things that made me feel different.

As I grew older, the visits became less constant but still lingered. My close relatives, deeply spiritual themselves, would gently remind me, “You have a gift.” But at that age, I didn’t want it. I felt too young, too unsure, and too overwhelmed to carry something I didn’t understand.

When my family moved to Australia at the age of ten, that sense of displacement only deepened. I felt untethered.. away from the place I once called home, struggling to belong, searching for something familiar to hold on to. My teenage years were heavy with loneliness and confusion. And yet, my sensitivity to energy only grew stronger. I saw more, felt more, heard more. It was intense and often isolating.

Eventually, my mum introduced me to a psychic medium who understood what I couldn’t put into words. She listened, guided me, and helped me feel safe again. I remember making the decision, with her help, to “close the door” to set boundaries with the spiritual world until I felt ready. That was an empowering moment. It was my choice, and I needed that control.

Looking back, I’m grateful I made that decision for myself. But I also see how, in shutting down parts of my intuition, I sometimes walked into pain I could have avoided — heartbreak, betrayal, and lessons that felt far too heavy at the time. And yet, I can’t call them regrets. Those experiences shaped me. They taught me strength, self-trust, and the power of returning home to who I am.

Today, I no longer fear my gift. I embrace it. I understand that my sensitivity isn’t weakness, it’s connection. It’s love. It’s wisdom. And while others may not always understand, this is my soul’s truth. Accepting that has been a journey of its own - one of reclaiming my voice, trusting my path, and remembering that everything I went through prepared me to teach my older self resilience, compassion, and self-belief.

We each have our own unique way of seeing the world. Mine just happens to include a deeper connection to spirit, and I’m finally ready to honor that.

Are you someone who feels deeply sensitive to energy, vivid dreams, visions, or things you can’t explain — but you’re unsure how to work with it or even understand it? You’re not alone. Your sensitivity isn’t something to fear; it can become one of your greatest strengths ✨🙏🏽